dad i cant belive its been 6 mths..it still dosnt feel real,i suppose its coz we all keep u alive talking and thinking bout u all the time,i miss u so much u dont understand i would do anything to bring u bk again i hope u are around us and u will be with us all at christmas (not that i wont to celebrate it anyway)but it would be nice to no u are around xxxx love u always and forever miss u loads dad xxx nicola xxx