thinking about u dad xxx i cant belive its nearlly 2 yrs since u left us xx i miss u so much dad i wish so bad u could come bk and the hardest thing is i know that will never happen xx everyday i think about u and not a day has gone by when i havnt ..every nite i kiss ur foto unless im in hospital or away 4 the nite xxx aliyahs been to the police staion 2day 4 a day out she really enjoyed xx she has been quite bad recently as im sure u no plz try and quide her in the right direction dad as ur the only man and will only ever be the man to do that xxx love u always and forever dad nicola xxx sweet dreamzzz xxx p.s demi was looking in the sky at the stars and i pointed to the britest 1 and said it was u :0) i hope it was xxx shana demi and aliyah are all ok xxx we all miss u so much zxx